Saturday, 10 December 2011

urgh.

Woke up this morning thinking hmm i really want this and that and more of this. Im starting to think is it all really worth it i want to be skinny so badly but then again why does it matter. everyone comments on how pretty i am and how skinny i look already, they dont understand how skinny i want to be how much they'll stare when im that skinny. urghhh such a bad day an night :(

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  1. i know how you feel. all my friends say when we hang out is "you're so tiny!" they put their hands around my ribs and shriek "you're bone!" and i think: you have no idea. sometimes i have days when i wonder why i bother, and sometimes i find myself terrified at the thought of what people might say when im at my goal weight.
    bad days and good days, i guess.

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  2. Its good to know im not the only one who feels like this. Thanks <3

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