decisions

So decided not to binge.. got past the feeling.. craving hard for toast and calories and just anything i can get my hands on, the days where im home alone like today are the worst. Having the house and all the food here just for me. Hopefully when I take my shower in the next hour it'll give me more motivation to not eat and not binge, Ive been doing good with not purging but I know if i binge its going to happen, whether or not its good for me. I know the temptation is there, everyones just wanting me to fail to say hah, you'll never be what you want. Had a cup of tea with sweetner today so that was filling. Stay thin. Stay positive. Be happpy... hopefully.