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I dont know about anyone else but I love restriction. Last night I grabbed one of those snack packs of cookies. and just had it sit in front of me in my bed, calling my name telling me to just divulge in its yummines.. But then I remembered im already fat, eating shit like that isnt going to make me thinner. i sat there staring at it my stomach applauding me on refusing to eat it, Rather then eating it I laid down on the floor flat, feeling my ribs and hips, and thought to myself your still fat jen, feel your sides, look at your legs, you jiggly arms, lets go. So started doing 150 situps, everytime I took a break I added on another 50 needless to say I ended up doing 500 situps, and puking afterwards from pushing myself so hard, I went to bed content cookies beside my bed telling me to just binge.. just a little but my body telling me how perfect I will be.