sorry about profanity

Tempted to just fucking binge right now. Fighting with the boyfriend and craving food is not helping. Im so fucking done, he doesnt even fucking care if im happy. its all about him. the first thing he fucking says when i ask him what makes him happy is money.. are you fucking kidding me right now i do every little fucking thing i can for you and thats the shit you come up with. Im trying so hard to make this work after every fucking thing weve been through yet you make this fight my fault when i try to give you space to figure shit out ERGHH just so done..... might as well sit in my room eat ice cream all day and get fat ffs.