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Hey guys! so havent had a chance to weigh myself yet, moms been home all day and i know if i pull out the scale she'll start questioning. I always wondered why that was her first sign that my eating disorder had come back. oh welllll :), anyways! Kept myself clean and healthy all wknd. Did my goal of having my liquid fast water and tea only, no juice dont need any extra calories. I did have one yogurt yesterday night because I was about to faint and no one wants to deal with that.
Mom is home today been very difficult to not eat anything with her watching my like a hawk, i feel skinnier. But i dont want to post up a picture till im down to 160 that will be 10 pounds since i started blogging here and since i started to restrict :)!!  and 20 since i started to lose weight again! as you can tell im very excited for this. WAY beyond excited to be honest. If i dont reach my goal of 160 when i weigh myself tomorrow i will freak, dig myself a hole and bury myself in it, no calories and working out i better have lost some fucking weight lets goooooooo.
its time for me to have that skinny bitch mentality.
<3 lots of love my skinny girls.