I just realized guys im 12 lbs from my gw.. how exciting. :) ive been pretty hence the lack of blogs, its been a hard couple of weeks, everyones been pretty much shoving food down my throat LITERALLY, everywhere i am they like force me to eat, Ive been getting use to purging i know horrrrible! ( well not horrible cause it gets the job done) but its not something i enjoy doing as of late. I love the emptiness of purging. but i rather not eat at all. Ive found the best thing with purging is always drinking alot of fluids so its easier to pull up. Anyways! hows everyone else doing! I got my rook pierced to congratulate and remind myself that i got past my goal of 155 :)! I feel like to get down to 140 it shouldnt be too hard, but people definitely say im to skinny now, but who are they to say im to skinny, they dont live in my hell of being in this constant fat body. What is your guys idea of too thin? or low weight?
Lots of love skinny people xo
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