Today I was at the old guys, and were cuddling of course he comments on feeling my bones like he always does. I dont see why everyone cares its my body do people not understand that? thanks for the concern but to constantly be told im to skinny? like leave me alone. I dont feel like theres a thing as to skinny. how can someone be to skinny? I understand being fat and too fat, but to skinny? impossible. But, anyways he went off about how he loves me no matter what, and all the gibberish. I wonder if the saying is true you cant have someone love you till you love yourself, Will I never be ablt to let someone truly love me then? hmm.
Weird thing being both these guys are bigger then me, like 50-75 pounds bigger then me. Theres something comforting about that to me, A big strong guy taking care and making sure his little tiny thin girlfriend is ok? I cant wait to be that, the thin little girl. Would make me smile for one person to say to the guy im dating "wow your girlfriend is so thin"
By the way I was wondering if anyone else had any tips to for me to make my mom think im eating more then I am she has definitely been watching and taking note of calories consumed and more of what im eating. She keeps pushing for me to eat fast food, or unhealthy stuff at home that I dont need. I would love for extra tips
Sorry for the depressing/non weight loss needed blog lmao. Just need to get it out of my mind.
Im going to leave everyone with some of my fave thinspo. Remember you can achieve it, the only person who is stopping you is you. Start restricting and making sure you're having control over what you eat not the other way around. Lovelove
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