So yesterday went well, was able to control my cravings for solids, being on only liquids sucks ass. But its so worth in the end. I have the determination for it. I've already had friends of mine ask me whats going on, why im cutting them off. but the thing is, they don't understand when i try to explain to them whats going on they just tell me im perfect, but im not. at all. or even close, im actually over 30 lbw from my perfection, and i don't even know if that will be perfection for me. i wish i had a buddy to talk to about this stuff someone to keep me motivated even when i wanna eat so badly.. ugh. Liquids only day 2. I wish someone would say i cant do this and that im going to fail and going to be a fat fuck, just cause i know it would motivate me to do better. The pictures i posted up yesterday make me sick to my stomach. gotta change the outside, then everyone will want to see me on the inside.