constant thoughts.

Looking through pro ana websites im constantly hating my body more and more, i cant wait to be thin again. Im really looking for someone who is in the same position as me, someone to push me and tell me no matter what im not good enough and i could be thinner. i look at the pictures i posted up earlier and it makes me want to gag theres so much fat there.. so far im doing good on my no solids but its only been a couple of hours i decided im going to do the whole weekend with no solids, and if that goes good i'll continue on to a week cause that when your body starts to use the fat that your body has stored as energy, the more i think about being thin the happier i get to have my dream body back again